The Big Picture Of Human Experience
By: Tina Merryman
Over-powering men; masculine women; goddess-like women and feminine men.
Are we out of balance in today’s world or doing a better (yet seemingly f’ed-up) job of getting an eternal balance?
I wish not to disengage men of their masculine energy, nor the energy of any woman whom has taken on a masculine role or tendencies. After all, I played Rugby at a division I college, sang in a progressive rock band and marched drum line with mostly dude’s.
I am interested in disassembling people of their fear-based ego. This is how we connect with intuition and are able to assess an individual threat versus always vibrating in a place where we attract an always hostile world.
Without this core-ability and balance, the heart chakra (your energy center for being open to give and to receive) remains unhealthy.
Your life is a mirror of your own frequency and expectations. Perception is a frequency which creates your individual reality.
“Everything is energy and that’s all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want and you cannot help but get into that reality. It can be no other way. This is not philosophy, this is physics.” - Albert Einstein
As for men and women who some may call severely out of balance or out of touch with their true biology or nature (such as gay, lesbian, transgender), I am not looking to change them or defend them; their experience and perspective are likely less about confusion and whims and more about the bigger picture in soul evolution.
I believe that as humans, despite the massive intelligence and worldly knowledge of some, we have an extremely limited ability to conceptualize the bigger picture of our past, present and future here on earth.
Our understanding of how and why we are here is minuscule within a lifetime.
An earthly human experience provides our spiritual-self (let’s call it soul) perspective and expansion.
Our individual perspective is intensified when we experience life because life on earth is a physical reality with so much contrast.
Through our emotions, the contrast in our lives shows us what we want (prefer) and what we don’t want.
I often refer to creation/God as Mother-Father God, which I first heard referenced as such by teacher and healer, Joanne Bracken.
Masculine and Feminine in one source energy.
Consider that each human may be created in “his” image OR via evolution.
Do we live one life on earth with a grandfather-looking God in Heaven or are we the same, repeated balls of energy reincarnating since the beginning.
Do we have a soul age with the goal of mastering how to control energy from a place of true power (unconditional love); a soul age where we keep coming back until we have achieved that mastery?
Are we one-timer’s headed for Heaven or hell, or multidimensional being’s existing in various dimensions simultaneously.
I am not here to debate religious opinion though I will say that what you do believe regarding why we are here and what happens after death sort of makes all the difference in how you perceive your experiences in life, the experiences of others, as well as how and why you make decisions and live your life.
Why do third world men, women and children suffer? Why do children die? Why are some tortured? Why do some live in poverty and others born Into massive wealth. Why are some disabled or deformed and other’s athletic or aesthetically breath-taking? Is it at the hand of a bearded God? Is it reincarnated Karma? It is a divine blueprint we create before earthly entry?
Experts say energy can not be created or destroyed, it only changes form.
Consider that we are all an extension of Source energy or “God”, designed and set out in the world for the purpose of God’s expansion; for the purpose of creation expanding.
Perhaps new energy isn’t created; perhaps it is? Experts have thought a lot of things they were wrong about due to limited conceptualization. It doesn’t matter if we are universally working with the same amount of energy or not, we are each able to change our own energy through individual perception, experience and emotion.
Consider that God (creation) is utilizing our unique experiences in order to expand. Earth has been called “the leading edge of expansion” (Abraham Hicks).
During a human experience or “Life on Earth,” our perceptions and creations (manifestations) are formed through our unique perspective in a world of duality and contrast (just one of many dimensions as now identified by physicists).
Consider that. Then, look at history and evolution of our species and mass consciousness (understanding that this is just one playground or arena in all of God / the Universes infinity).
Look at the changes and extreme events and movements such as wars and treaties, economic recessions or crashes and upswings or boom’s. Look at civil rights, feminism, the LGBT movement.
Look at Woodstock; look at terrorism, abuse, riches, disease, fatal car crashes, amazing relationships, abundant joy, birth and death; the extremes are all over the place!
These “extremes of change” as I call them could be pleasurable or unmerciful pushes in evolution with birth and death being our entry and exit point for each new chapter in God/the Universes mass creation.
For an example, what if the feminist movement and LGBT is less based on women having to take the role of weak men or a mix up in biology respectively (even if that is the catalyst) and more about each human AND the collective mass consciousness becoming more like divine source creation. Metamorphosis is a struggle.
I love Earth but at the same time it sucks, hurts and kills!
Read that last paragraph again.
An experience some may call unnatural or unbalanced such as being a gay man or being a masculine and dominating business woman could be a unique perspective of source energy.
Some may argue it is bad for the balance of our individual tribes, future generations and being in control. Perhaps though there is a bigger picture. We may be struggling to grow stronger and more balanced with God-energy.
Perhaps each extension of God (each of us) is attempting to expand by working (and sometimes suffering) to find more of a balance with the masculine and feminine power within itself.
Will empires collapse? Likely. Will I want to forget all about this blog’s perspective if one day this misbalance becomes the demise of my country and family in this lifetime? Duh! Of course. I am no martyr that is for sure.
However, I am open-minded enough to at least consider that my life, the life of my beautiful and innocent children and the current state of the world is a mere scene in eternity’s journey.
Consider the human experience of mental retardation or physical handicaps, infertility, child abuse and more.
One of my three children is mentally and physically handicapped post brian cancer.
Some individuals in these experiences have a more resilient and beautiful life perspective and true joy than those in a “mainstream” human experience.
Our son is the happiest soul with an incredible power to manifest what he desires.
Did he choose this in cooperation with divine source before earthy entry. Is this situation for mere perspective through one lifetime and one soul’s experience? Who the F really knows for sure. Too many possibilities have been presented and our knowledge of the universe is pea-brained.
Most of the truth we likely can not yet even conceptualize. So, to think we are currently out of balance and f’ing everything up in the grand scheme of things may be correct or it may be small thinking in the grand scheme of eternity.
Perhaps in this third dimensional world of contrast, we conceptually experience a separation from God or Source.
If so, we would be strongly effected by outside extremes. Extreme experiences are a big force in changing our inside frequencies; our yin-yang; the wholeness of our unique perspective.
Consider that the more balanced we are in our individual masculine and feminine energies, the more powerful we are. Then, the more balanced mass consciousness becomes, the more powerful God becomes. Perhaps God is continuing to expand through our experience and perhaps we can never truly F it up!?
You are not walking in another’s shoes. I appreciate everyone’s perspective (even though some seam selfish and weak and some seem overpowering, dark, jaded and even sadistic).
They all expand me and that is the most any of us know for sure in this dense reality of earthly experience.
I encourage you to open your mind before judgment and certainty. I thank each of you for your perspective, your own teachings and your role in God/The Universe’s expansion.
In truth, we know nothing. What if we are all a piece of the whole and when we strike the enemy, we strike part of ourselves. Perhaps we are each one part of the God-head striving life after life to work together?
Keep an open mind.
The only thing that we know is that we know nothing and that is the highest flight of human wisdom. -Leo Tolstoy